Apologies, will make sure tomorrow's Vlog has at least clean hair :s eck!
But for those of who like to read, and for me who likes to write, here is my reflections in a little more depth.
So I currently sit at the end of day 1, feeling still very satisfied and knowing I half just under half of my dinner uneaten and available for a reheat if I need to :)) Here's what I have had:
- 2 crumpets with butter and cup of tea (breakfast) : 5p
- 2 cups of tea in work : 4p (I shared the tea bag!!)
- Apple : 11p (fruit is soooo dear)
- 150g Rice (6p), Veggies (25p) and 1/4 jar of curry sauce (6p) : 37p
- Another 2 cups of tea : 4p (I can't help it...I'm giving up coffee for goodness sake!)
Total 61p...which leaves me quite a tidy sum left over, 39p no less! I'm also onto my 2nd liter of water, which is not too much of a task because I am lucky enough to live in beautiful Scotland were the tap water is actually delicious!! and water will probably feature heavily in a later blog.
Today I want to talk about the interesting reaction I got from many of my colleagues at work. The reaction of charity.
I know your probably thinking that the whole point of this challenge is for charity. What I found intriguing was the direction of the charity. I had people asking me if it was ok for
me to accept food from them as extra. One of my friends said
"I really want to feed you". We laughed about it at the time, but it made me think, because I have read in other blogs that this phenomenon, of people directing genuine sympathy and empathy for us, the challenge takers.
This is not to say that the concern does not spread to the people or plight that I am campaigning for. I just found it weird that people's first desire was for me to, effectively, cheat. Someone even threw a multi-pack of crisps across my desk!
This is a tough challenge, almost impossible feeling at times. I feel pretty good today but I know from last year the worst is yet to come. The point is though that this is a choice. If I really wanted to I could just nip to asda and buy food, I live alone, no-one would know. I can try to keep my budget low some weeks, but I can indulge on others. I can chip in with friends or go it alone!
Take my normal diet: I tend to choose convenience or low maintenance foods (I can't cook, pasta is about as adventurous as I get!). I also choose to drink fruit juice twice a day, I choose peppermint tea at night, I choose brown pasta and rice and I choose fresh fruit daily. I prefer to eat chicken or fish over red meats, although I do like beef mince. These choices are a result of my desire to try and eat healthily, to try and keep my digestion and...well the results of that process...in good order (I know I am sorry but if you are squeamish my live below the line blog is probably not your cup of tea.)
I choose fair-trade: coffee, tea, chocolate, ice-cream and whatever else I can get. Its more expensive, but I can afford it, so I do it, because its the right thing to do.
In the last few paragraphs I used the word choice (or choose - derived from choice, don't split hairs) 8 times, I also used the words
prefer, want, but all indicating that I have a decision to make, I have a choice.
Of the most pertinent and quickly realised points of LBTL is that choice is the first thing that goes out of the window. When you live on such a tight budget without an end date in sight the challenge becomes much bigger. Its about getting the most for your money, every penny literally counts, every day, all day...forever. Its certainly a humbling thought!